Hi blog. It’s been awhile since I have last talked and visited you. There’s so many things happened. Still happening… I don’t know where to start. I just don’t know…

Am I going crazy? Am I? Even I can’t answer that anymore. I love you so much. Yes I do. You are my life, my drug, my everything. But why is it so complicated? Why are you so insensitive? Why are you so selfish?Why do you have to do this to me? I have many questions. Still counting.  

I am doing my best to please you. I’m trying. I am really trying. But you don’t seem to care. Never. 

It hurts so much. Why do you have to break my heart. It hurts like hell. Just kill me. I’d rather be hungry than to feel unloved.

Me signing off.